I'm beating around the bush...I don't know how to conclude and redirect my thoughts but it feels good than staying in one corner and thinking about nothing at all!
Journal: April 04, 2006
Life, my favorite topic.
Today, here is what I am thinking.
Every individual is on/in a process. (it depends on how big it is, cause it could be small too, we'll never know).
Every person we know is part of our own process as we are also a part in each of their own process. Each has its own role to play and each has its own limitation to make it happen. Anything extended is a violation to the process. That is why if someone says goodbye, he has to go. If not, he might alter the course and ruin the process along the way.
Each deliver an unconscious effort which explains further failures and successes. For no one in particular knows the role he is supposed to play. It is by seemingly countless interlocking of several processes that things become too complicated. That is why, we need to pause for a moment and determine when to start and when to stop.
These complications tangle and eventually cause pain and confusion.
Here, the primary actor (there is no particular primary actor by the way,it could be me in my own process and you in your own process etc.) acts on no definite phase, shape, and dimension. Everyone comes and temporarily forms a pattern, then like a kaleidoscope everyone leaves to create another pattern. It is as if it is designed to continuously revolve and evolve; establishing a pattern that is supposed to be permanent. However, the process does not allow any permanent pattern and so establishing a pattern sometimes becomes senseless...
This is one reason why many people group and regroup according to their lifestyle to discuss Purpose-driven Life or any book that discusses the mediocrity or the nobility of the process. As they become so deep into the discussion, the more shallow it appears.
We seek to establish once more the important reasons why we should go on creating one pattern after another (do we have a choice anyway?). Life in this sense sometimes doesn't makes sense anymore.
One major point where pattern can be established is along one physiologic interface called emotion. From this point, people integrate and disintegrate and it is called letting in and letting go. Amusing? why do we let someone in when we only let go afterwards? When can we hold a pattern that holds true until forever? does holding a pattern for so long a violation to the nature of the process? why can't we keep the pattern of being happy for eternity? why do we have to be sad again after being happy for a while? Why can't we keep the feeling forever?
From here, you can clearly tell that my thoughts are disintegrating too...nothing to add, no further questions, no definite answer to my own queries.
...till next time.
please edit as you read...im in a hurry! :) GTG!
Journal: April 04, 2006
Life, my favorite topic.
Today, here is what I am thinking.
Every individual is on/in a process. (it depends on how big it is, cause it could be small too, we'll never know).
Every person we know is part of our own process as we are also a part in each of their own process. Each has its own role to play and each has its own limitation to make it happen. Anything extended is a violation to the process. That is why if someone says goodbye, he has to go. If not, he might alter the course and ruin the process along the way.
Each deliver an unconscious effort which explains further failures and successes. For no one in particular knows the role he is supposed to play. It is by seemingly countless interlocking of several processes that things become too complicated. That is why, we need to pause for a moment and determine when to start and when to stop.
These complications tangle and eventually cause pain and confusion.
Here, the primary actor (there is no particular primary actor by the way,it could be me in my own process and you in your own process etc.) acts on no definite phase, shape, and dimension. Everyone comes and temporarily forms a pattern, then like a kaleidoscope everyone leaves to create another pattern. It is as if it is designed to continuously revolve and evolve; establishing a pattern that is supposed to be permanent. However, the process does not allow any permanent pattern and so establishing a pattern sometimes becomes senseless...
This is one reason why many people group and regroup according to their lifestyle to discuss Purpose-driven Life or any book that discusses the mediocrity or the nobility of the process. As they become so deep into the discussion, the more shallow it appears.
We seek to establish once more the important reasons why we should go on creating one pattern after another (do we have a choice anyway?). Life in this sense sometimes doesn't makes sense anymore.
One major point where pattern can be established is along one physiologic interface called emotion. From this point, people integrate and disintegrate and it is called letting in and letting go. Amusing? why do we let someone in when we only let go afterwards? When can we hold a pattern that holds true until forever? does holding a pattern for so long a violation to the nature of the process? why can't we keep the pattern of being happy for eternity? why do we have to be sad again after being happy for a while? Why can't we keep the feeling forever?
From here, you can clearly tell that my thoughts are disintegrating too...nothing to add, no further questions, no definite answer to my own queries.
...till next time.
please edit as you read...im in a hurry! :) GTG!
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